Again, I’m here. Again, I don’t know where to start. I’m typing without editing. I’m just putting it out there, Thank God no one knows I have this. I’m glad I kept this one quiet. I saw Kevin on Sunday. I was shocked to say the least. Seeing him, and my reaction to him. I [...]
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I’m still in the dark, lighting candles
Posted in Anger, God, death, depression, giving up, tagged ex bosses on June 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ll learn to dance for you like an honest clumsy clown
Posted in God, love, moving on, relationships, tagged God, LIFEHOUSE, love, moving on, relationships on May 21, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
An Honest Clumsy Clown.
That’s the best description I’ve ever heard. It’s me.
I went a little too far yesterday. Said a little too much. Not enough to give me away, but enough that he should know. I could blame it on the pain killers, but the truth is, I’ve been wanting to put it out there [...]
And she can’t feel the things she knows…
Posted in God, tagged discovery, healing, journey, love, superchick, writers block on May 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been having writers block.
More than writers block…i’ve been having heart block.
I don’t know how to fix it. I talk to God, but mostly I’m just telling Him how far away I feel. Mostly, I’m telling Him I don’t know what to say. I’ve been trying to focus on listening to Him. It’s pretty much [...]
Is it true that You can find me anytime?
Posted in God, crystal ball, tagged army, future, selfish, work on April 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Cause I’m feeling like I’m there.
So I’ve come to a few decisions lately, which is a miracle to be sure. Nothing life altering, and sure as heck no decisions that seem to be showing me His plan.
But I’ve given up on the house idea. My credit stinks. Banks aren’t lending. And there is a serious [...]
save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Posted in Anger, God, crystal ball, depression, giving up, tagged Anger, crystal ball, death, depression, giving up, God on January 21, 2009 | 2 Comments »
It’s here again. It didn’t even sneak up on me this time. I felt it coming like a big black train. I did what I was supposed. I found a counselor. I go to church. I pray, when I can muster up the courage. Last time, I just drowned it in sex, drugs, and alcohol. [...]
