Again, I’m here. Again, I don’t know where to start. I’m typing without editing. I’m just putting it out there, Thank God no one knows I have this. I’m glad I kept this one quiet. I saw Kevin on Sunday. I was shocked to say the least. Seeing him, and my reaction to him. I [...]
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I’m still in the dark, lighting candles
Posted in Anger, God, death, depression, giving up, tagged ex bosses on June 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Posted in Anger, God, crystal ball, depression, giving up, tagged Anger, crystal ball, death, depression, giving up, God on January 21, 2009 | 2 Comments »
It’s here again. It didn’t even sneak up on me this time. I felt it coming like a big black train. I did what I was supposed. I found a counselor. I go to church. I pray, when I can muster up the courage. Last time, I just drowned it in sex, drugs, and alcohol. [...]
