So I came to realize something just a second ago.
I don’t want to let go of Phil because it’s easier to hold onto him than hope for a future with someone else.
I met this guy. Oh man is he cute! My cousin and my mom have been trying to get us together for a few months now. We met last Saturday at my birthday party and chatted for awhile. I think we both knew they were trying to get us together.
Anyways, my mom told me thursday that He said he wanted to prove to me that not all yankees are the same and that he wanted to add me as a friend on facebook. I’m skeptical because I didn’t hear any of this from him and he hasn’t added me on facebook yet.
And now I’m sitting here, thinking I’d rather be dwelling on Phil than thinking about this guy. I don’t want to get my hopes up.
